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Out of Hand

Wed Dec 2, 2009, 3:42 AM
If you guys have read my last journal, than that means you'll have SOME idea what this is about.

Ms. Indecisive and her friend "Kingdom-of-JT" or "TJ" needs to leave me alone. I do not know why but they have found my journal and "Kingdom-of-JT" posted comments and also sent me a note. To which I responded VERY harshly to when one of the comments was dissing someone I considered a nice person. Now her friend, Ms. Indecisive, you both NEED TO LEAVE ME ALONE. I just want it to stop, and obviously not talking back or responding wouldn't work out; since you wouldn't get the message.

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! JOURNALS ARE BLOGS! I WAS ANGRY SO I WROTE OUT WHAT I THOUGHT. NOT A SOB STORY LIKE YOU BOTH KEEP COMPLAINGING ABOUT.

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!! That's all, thank you, and now I have to go off to Honor roll breakfeast. :)

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What the hell?

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 17, 2009, 5:52 PM


It was a bright day, a few clouds drifted in the sky. In a normal home, in a certain Deviant's room; she had just come back from school and was checking her e-mail. She had saw that there were about four new e-mails. She saw one from "fanfiction.net" from an unknown author. They went by the name "Kingdom-of-JT". She shrugged, thinking it must be a review of some sort, she clicked on it. Her eyes, tired from the state testing, didn't seem to notice that it was a PM till after she read it. The message contained said:

"You have received a private message from:

Name: Kingdom-of-TJ
Profile: [link]
--------------------

Subject: LISTEN UP, NOT CUTE IN PURPLE...

OKAY, LOSER, I'VE GOT SOMETHING TO SAY TO YOU--

YOU'VE BEEN SENDING REALLY RUDE HATE MAIL TO MY FRIEND MS INDECISIVE, CALLING
HER A BAD PERSON. LISTEN, SISTER, I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR PROBLEM IS, BUT
YOU'VE REALLY TICKED ME OFF. AND I'VE GOT SOMETHING TO SAY TO YOU-

I KNOW MS INDECISIVE, SHE'S MY FRIEND, AND HER NAME IS MOLLY, AND SHE IS ONE
OF THE BEST PEOPLE I'VE EVER MET. SHE'S REALLY FUNNY, AND REALLY NICE, AND
SUPPORTIVE, AND STRONG, AND SMART, AND I WISH YOU COULD MEET HER BECAUSE SHE'S
TEN TIMES THE PERSON YOU'LL EVER BE.

JUST BECAUSE SHE MADE SOME STORY ABOUT HATING JULIE, THAT'S NO REASON TO
JUDGE HER. HERE YOU ARE, TELLING HER OFF ABOUT SOMETHING STUPID, AND YET YOU
FAIL TO REALIZE THAT THE REASON SHE HATES YOU IS BECAUSE YOU HAVEN'T EVEN
GIVEN HER A CHANCE.

I'VE SEVERAL MORE THINGS I'D LIKE TO SAY TO YOU IN THIS PM, BUT I'LL SAVE
THOSE WORDS FOR MS. INDECISIVE.
AND I'M PUTTING THIS SAME PM UP ON A REVIEW SO THAT EVERYBODY ELSE WILL KNOW
HOW I FEEL. IN FACT, I WOULD HAVE JUST LEFT A REVIEW, BUT I WENT TO THE
TROUBLE OF VISITING YOUR PROFILE JUST SO THAT I COULD MAKE SURE YOU'D GET THIS
MESSAGE!!

THANK YOU, AND HAVE A NICE DAY. NOW STAY OUT OF MS. INDECISIVE'S WAY, AND
STAY OF HER STORIES!! OR, IF YOU'RE GOING TO, AT LEAST DON'T LEAVE SUCH
SUCKISH REVIEWS!

--------------------
Do not reply using your email client.

FanFiction.Net Messaging Service
"

She just sate there, angry and confused about how this had been sent to her. About a month after she had even spoke or commented on Ms. Indecisive's story called "I hate Julie!".

***

And that's what I came home too. Isn't that fantastic? I was confused for a second of why the hell I was being yelled at. I was thinking "WHAT THE HELL?!" I mean, if you look through the reviews, what I sent wasn't even bad. Also it was only two reviews. TWO, maybe three?

Personally, now I just don't give a fuck if this Molly person is a good or bad person. I'm annoyed that her friend took it on herself to basically just yell at me. (Since she said she was posting it as a review, does anyone really check those things out? Cause I only do once a few months.) So, what the hell? I WAS going to send something back, but as you all know, I'm too polite with crap. My friend says she wants payback for what this JT person did for absolutley no reason really. She's a psycho I swear.

Ugh.

:bulletpurple: Alexa




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Sterotypes- Thespian/Slacker

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 13, 2009, 8:27 PM


Stolen by :icongoddess-chan123:

-=-Outcast-=-
[ ] You don't have very many friends.
[x] Often times, teachers forget your name.
[ ] You were always picked last for kickball/equivilant sport.
[ ] You don't like to talk a lot.
[x] You tend to avoid mass social activities
[ ] You don't participate in any extracurricular activities.
[x] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start.
[ ] Your friends have blown you off before.
[ ] You sit alone in most of your classes.
[ ] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you.
[x] You hold interest in activities that other people find strange.
[ ] You have a large sexual background.
[ ] People don't find you friendly.
[x] You hold extreme hate towards another high school stereotype.
Total = 5

-=-Party Girl/Boy-=-
[x] Lets face it: you like to party.
[ ] You party every other weekend.
[ ] or every weekend?
[ ] You've been going to frat house parties since early high school.
[ ] You're the defending beer bong champion.
[ ] You know the best hook-ups in the state...world
[ ] Everybody who's anybody goes to the same parties you go to.
[ ] You've hooked up at parties.
[x] You spend time getting ready for parties.
[ ] You've passed out from being too drunk.
[x] You've partied all night.
[ ] You've snuck out of the house to party.
[x] Actually, your parents really don't care if you party or not.
[x] You're pretty much nocturnal.
[ ] You like to go clubbing.
[ ] You and your friends always party hop.
[ ] You've crashed a party before.
[ ] One way or another, you've wound up naked in front of everybody at a party.
[ ] You've thrown up from drinking too much.
[ ] You've done something that you regret at a party.
[x] You can dance.
[ ] You're friends with a lot of people older than you.
Total = 6

-=-Scene Kid-=
[ ] You know what sXe and hXc actually mean.
[ ] You have a obsession with dinosaurs, robots, and Pokemon.
[ ] You idolize Jeffree Starr.
[ ] People have called you scene before.
[ ] You spend at least an hour getting ready to take pictures of yourself for your myspace.
[ ] You have a mirror pic.
[ ] You listen to bands that most people have never heard of.
[x] You enjoy going to shows.
[ ] You only go to shows for the sake of going to shows, not the music.
[ ] Your hair is multicolored.
[x] You accessorize your hair with kiddie barrettes and bows. (Apparently, mom thinks I don't have a sense of style or whatever so SHE picks out my stuff. *twitch*)
[ ] Fashion is one of the most important things that define you.
[ ] You mosh.
[x] You often mix vintage with modern.
[ ] Your myspace picture captions are sad lyrics to sad songs.
[ ] All of your friends are scene.
[ ] You don't know many of the people on your friends list in person.
[x] You take angled pictures of yourself.
[x] You enjoy photography.
Total = 5

-=--=-Prep-=--=-
[ ] You pop the collar
[ ] You wont go near the Goths
[x] You own at least one thing from a designer store.
[ ] You are very clean cut.
[x] You are squeamish.
[x] People have called you preppy before.(im a prep-punk by nature=3 total badass)
[ ] You never leave the house without putting on cologne/perfume
[ ] You have a lot of money.
[ ] You know who LC is.
[ ] You watch shows like The OC, The Real World, The Hills, and Laguna Beach.
[ ] One favorite stores are Abercrombie & Fitch or American Eagle Outfitters.
[ ] You're afraid to set foot into supre.
[ ] (Girls) You carry a purse wherever you go.
[ ] You need to wake up at least an hour before school/whatever so you can get ready.
[x](Girls) You do not leave the house without make up. (Only for school or with friends, if I'm with my family... No hope really...)
[x] You are content overall with how your life is going. (If I don't, I don't think I'd be as opptimistic as others tell me I am.)
Total= 5

-=--=-Band Geek-=--=-
[x] You have played an instrument before.
[x] You still play an instrument.
[x] You are/were in regular Band.
[ ] You are/were in Jazz Band.
[ ] You are/were in Marching Band
[x] Most of your friends are in band.
[ ] The band room/band hall is your second home.
[x] You enjoy listening to classical music on occasion.
[ ] You aspire to be a Drum Major.
[ ] You've made out with somebody on a band bus or at a band competition.
[ ] You have trouble getting your non-band friends to go near the band room.
[x] Band is your favorite class. (All I do is take my flute out, play it, and then talk with my friends. It's an easy class.)
[ ] You have been to band camp.
[x] You walk in step with all your friends.
[ ] You talk about band constantly.
[ ] You know that American Pie has got it all wrong.(nvr seen it...)
[x] You hate rap music.
[ ] Marching Season is your favorite time of year.
[x] When you go to football games, you don't really pay attention to the game itself.
[ ] Your favorite jokes are band jokes.
[x] You know it's not about the bloods and the crips: it's the brass and the woodwinds.
Total = 9

^ Knew it! ^

-=-Thespian-=-
[x] You have seen a school play.
[x] You have seen a Broadway musical
[x] You like to act.
[ ] You have participated in a school play.
[x] You have participated in a play outside of school.
[ ] You have gone to the Thespian Conference
[x] You get pissed off when people make that thespian, did you say lesbian? joke.
[x] You have done tech.
[ ] You know that you cannot touch anybody else's props.
[ ] You have played in the pit orchestra for a musical.
[x] You have been to a cast party.
[ ] You are in a thespian troupe.
[x] You often sing show tunes at the top of your lungs.
[ ] You know who Idina Menzel and Johnathan Larson are.
[ ] At one point in your life, you were obsessed with RENT.
[x] You do not have a personal bubble.
[x] You actually understand Shakespeare.
[ ] You know how to put on stage make up.
[x] You have been a lead.
[ ] You met a lot of your better friends through theatre.
Total = 11

-=-Overachiever-=-
[ ] You participate in a lot of extracurricular activities.
[ ] You have a part-time job.
[x] You have straight As. (I only have ONE B+ that ruins that :()
[ ] You are in mostly honors/IB/AP classes. (Only one.)
[ ] You do not procrastinate. ( >.> Can't really SAY that...)
[ ] You have scored a 5 on an AP test.
[ ] You do not have very much down time.
[ ] You are very organized.
[x] You always have a thousand things going on at once.
[ ] You are in a relationship.
[x] You aspire to get into an Ivy League School.
[ ] In your extracurriculars, you hold leadership positions.
[ ] You are/were on Student Council.
[ ] You are/were the class president.
[ ] You are/were a class officer.
[ ] You are/were the Salutatorian for your class.
[ ] You are/were the Valedictorian for your class.
[x] People have told you that you didn't have a life.
[ ] You are getting/have already received the IB Diploma.
[ ] You cry hysterically when you get anything lower than an A on anything. (Ugh, I know someone who did. Just sad.)
Total = 4

-=-Slacker-=-
[ ] Your grades are slipping.
[x] You always wait until the last minute to do big projects.
[x] You do a lot of things half-assed. (Yet I still get awesome kick ass grades :D)
[x] You are an overall procrastinator.
[x] You tend to do your homework when you're watching TV.
[ ] It takes you ages to turn your job applications in.
[x] You are often late to school/work.
[ ] You don't turn in a lot of your work.
[x] You spend the majority of your time watching TV, the computer or going on GAIA when you could be doing something more productive.
[x] You sleep in past noon on the weekends and during the summer. (Unless I'm at camp.)
[x] You do not get out of your pajamas unless you have to leave the house.
[ ] You could walk, but you'll just drive.
[ ] You have fallen asleep during class before.
[x] Friends have called you lazy.
[ ] Life is hard when you lose the remote & you have to walk a million miles over to the TV and change the channel.
[x] When you hang out with your friends, the majority of your time is spent playing video games or doing something where neither of you have to stand up.
[x] You have eaten an entire pint of ice cream in one sitting.(tonsillectomy.)
[ ]You have sat through an entire running marathon of a show before.
Total = 11

-=-Goth-=-
[ ] Your wardrobe consists of mostly black things.
[ ] When you have the money, you shop at Hot Topic.
[x] You think tattoos are hot.
[ ] You think odd piercings are hot.
[x] You don't get along with your parents.
[x] You have/want to dyed/dye your hair an exotic color.(Do you want me to die??? But I'd get my hair black and blue :))
[ ] You've styled your hair in liberty spikes.
[x] Sometimes you ponder the meaning of life and death.
[ ] You like to write dark poetry.
[x] You are into/interested in S&M.(Um, I wonder at times, and I'm only doing that stuff with a hubby :P)
[x] You have a pair of oversized black pants.
[x] At one point in your life, you liked Foamy, Happy Bunny, Emily the Strange, and the Happy Tree Friends.
[ ] You listen to grunge.
[ ] You have a messenger bag with buttons up and down the straps.
[ ] You smoke cigarettes.
[ ] You will only date other Goths.
[x] You don't really care what people think about you.
[ ] Overly happy people scare you.
[ ] You like black makeup & NAIL POLISH best.
Total = 8

-=-Nerd-=-
[x] You actually study for tests and quizzes.
[x] You have straight As. (B+s ruin all!)
[x] You haven't had any luck with the opposite sex. (Self asteem has DIED!!)
[ ] You are into WoW, Magic Cards, and Halo.
[/] You overanalyze jokes to the point where they aren't funny anymore.
[x] Your mom buys your clothes for you.(Apperently I'm not trusted with money? Even my own??)
[ ] You actually answer the questions in class.
[ ] You sit front row center in all of your classes to get the best learning experience.
[ ] You miss school during the summer.
[x] You wear your pants at your waist.
[ ] You prefer sweatpants to jeans.
[ ] You have a pocket protector in your shirt with pens and a calculator in it.
[ ] You let cute boys/girls take advantage of you & copy your homework in hopes of getting noticed.
[x] You've noticed some of the spelling and grammar mistakes in this survey.
[x] People always cheat off your during tests.
[ ] Your parents pack your lunch for you every day.(Pack my own, thank you very much.)
[ ] You wear/should be wearing glasses. (People think I DO though.)
Total = 7 1/2

-=-Garage Band Junkie-=-
[ ] You play the guitar. (THAT'D BE AWESOME!!!!)
[ ] You have been in a garage band before.
[ ] You're still in a garage band.
[ ] You think your band is going to make it big someday.
[ ] You play shows almost weekly.
[ ] You play the drum set.
[ ] You sing vocals for a band.
[ ] You write your own lyrics.
[ ] You spend hundreds on amps and microphones.
[ ] Your band has a myspace page.
[ ] You have been in multiple garage bands.
[ ] You have changed the name of your band at least twice.
[ ] You have participated in a battle of the bands
[ ] Your band has been signed.
[ ] You have taken guitar classes at school.(Soon.)
[ ] You have played at the same venue multiple times.
[ ] You would rather make it big than have to go to college.
[x] You have musical talent.
[ ] You have groupies.
[ ] You've made t-shirts and other apparel for your band.
Total = 1

-=-Gangstaaa-=-
[ ] You actually are black.
[ ] You know who the bloods and the crips are.
[ ] You wear doo-rags.
[ ] You actually grew up in the ghetto.
[ ] You can freestyle.
[ ] You drive down the street blaring your music.
[ ] Your ride is pimped out with stereo boosts.
[ ] You can break dance.
[ ] You say nigga a lot.
[x] You talk too fast for people to understand you.
[ ] You are pretty chill with life.
[ ] You wear your jeans oversized and below your ass.
[ ] Old school rap is the best.
[ ] You know that Tupac will never die
[ ] You wear bling
[ ] You have/want a custom grill.
[ ] You have custom rims on your tires.
[ ] You are actually in a gang.
[ ] You are always big pimpin
Total = 1

-=-Emo-=-
[ ] You often have trouble convincing people that you aren't emo.
[ ] You comb your hair over one of your eyes.
[x] You flip your hair often.
[x] You have dark-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You have hurt your self on purpose.
[ ] If you're a boy, people often complain about your pants being too tight.
[ ] You don't really smile too often.
[ ] You blog often.
[ ] You never smile in pictures.
[ ] You listen to Thursday and/or Sunny Day Real Estate.
[ ] You're too much of a pussy to be a goth.
[ ] You own a lot of band t-shirts.
[ ] You go to a lot of shows.
[ ] You only go for emo/scene boys and girls.
[x] It doesn't take very much to make you cry.
[ ] You have played all the Emo Games.
[ ] You have worn black eyeliner before.
[ ] You own a bandana in which you wear in your hair.
[x] You have dark hair.
[ ] you love the emo song.
[x] you say stuff like "i feel like my hearts being riped out" and all that.
Total = 5

-=-Skatepunk-=-
[ ] You own a skateboard.
[ ] You have been skateboarding since you were in grade school.
[ ] You have gotten many injuries from skateboarding.
[ ] You know that World Industries and Element aren't just clothing lines.
[x] You have vandalized public property.
[ ] You have TPed/egged somebody's house before.
[x] You have been yelled at for loitering.
[x] You have gotten in trouble with the cops.(The lady was a freaking psycho, all cuz I was on her LAWN. The woman cop was just mean while the guy just stood there. I was totally sobbing.)
[ ] You listen to punk rock.
[ ] Chicks on skateboards are hot.
[x] You stick it to the man
[ ] You own skater shoes.
[ ] You watch MTV2, not MTV.
[x] You enjoy crude humor.
[x] Screw school, lets do crazy stuff.
[ ] You know that there are other pro skaters out there besides Tony Hawk.
[ ] You pretty much live at the skate park.
[ ] Hygiene does not concern you.
[x] Skater boys are attractive
Total = 7

-=- Metalhead -=-
[ ] Most people are scared of your music
[ ] A lot of the bands you like have violent names/titles/lyrics
[ ] You hate emo kids
[x] You have gotten kicked out of a public place multiple times before
[ ] Slipknot isn't really metal
[ ] You appreciate really good guitarists of any genre
[ ] You hate pop and rap.
[ ] You spend all your money on music-related stuff
[ ] Scene kids are fun to laugh at.
[ ] You will become friends with anyone if they like the same bands
[x] You curse a lot.
[ ] You can name at least five sub genres of metal(metal is technily a sub genre)
[x] You wore black converses before they became emo
[ ] At least one of your favorite bands thinks they're vikings
[ ] You also like classic rock, such as led zeppelin and pink floyd.
[x] You have yelled at someone for their taste in music.
Total = 4

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*yawn* Relationships :P

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 7:14 AM


*Yawn* Relationships with Buds :P

Okay, you can believe me or not, but I do have something almost
written. Well, I've acturally WRITTEN stuff, but only half. I'm
sorry, but I can say I DO write a lot during the week thanks to Language Arts, but still. Not exactly what you're looking for....





Well in other news I feel like an... Ehh, I feel like a two bit floozy or something. The Reason: Whever my friends have a nightmare about their crush dating someone else, they're dating ME. *twitch* WTF? What do I DO about that?


My closest best friend told me she dreamed of me doing that twice to her (with two different crushes, seperate dreams I think). So has one of my new friends, Taylor.


But last night was.... WIERD, I think she and her boyfriend might be playing me or somthing. I was on my personal Facebook (which means I'm not telling you people jack about my Facebook) and I was IM-ing her boyfriend when all of a sudden some girl named 'lizzy' is on for him because he's at her place.


'Lizzy' told me all about her crush on Taylor's boyfriend and asked me repeatidly what I liked about him (if I did) and did I LIKE him. It was just wierd. Me... and Taylor's boyfriend? ... *twitch* Never in a million years. She even wanted Taylor's number so she could talk to her, I asked Taylor and Taylor said I could give her number away.


?????


So I give this Lizzy girl her number and then Lizzy tells me that Taylor's too leniant with her boyfriend and crap. I told her that they trust each other and to ask Taylor about it, she said "not from wat i no" than "i like u better, gtg BYE!!" I did not know what to right. Just said "uhh okay ttyl".


And so I start texting Taylor. She said that wierd girl was asking her why she liked her own boyfriend and kept making it sound like she was going to take him away from Taylor. Sounded kinda believeable I guess, but than Taylor wanted me to call her.


Well, I would have, but it's kinda hard to call someone while their on the phone already with their best friend, isn't it?


So I told her I couldn't. She told me I'm missing out on important info. I was just confused why she couldn't text it out, WE HAVE UNLIMITED TEXTING. Does it really matter? She said it was too long, and if I didn't call it'd now or never. In the end, she said she shut of her phone and stoped texting me back.


My best friend, Chy, thinks Taylor's playing me. She says it's too sketchy and sounds like it. Chy has actually been a WAY longer friend with Taylor than me. And I do agree with her. I think I'm being played. I think Taylor used to trust me, but still trusts me, but's just checking? I don't really know. Chy said it's Taylor, she's a huge question mark.


Sad part: If Taylor doesn't trust me, her boyfriend DOES trust me.


I think that whole thing is just wierd... And if they ARE playing me. I'm kicking their asses.


My other friend, Neko *nickname*, has a boy friend again too. I like him, he is pretty cool. I think they're pretty cute together. :) If they don't last a while, I'll be pretty bummed about it. They seem pretty happy.


....


Right now, I think those are the only two serious relationships at the school right now. School dating is just.... learning the trade on what to do and scoring. *Rolls eyes* It sucks that there isn't a cute guy in my school who's nice. Unless they're shy, but if they're shy, they're kinda intimidated by us girls. :P



Well, here's my school life. Too lazy to put up story status and stuff, I'll try to write stuff, but no promises or anything!! *I already have SOME things written anyway...*

~Lex


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Stories and Stuff

Fri Oct 9, 2009, 12:11 PM
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Hey guys! I'm just here to say I'm alive and well.

Sorry for no updates!! I've been just too busy and being in band doesn't help anything. I'll be truthfull and say that I have NOTHING fanfic written yet. But I can say I've been writting everyday. Blame my LA teacher! He keeps me too busy!! lol :P And I'm re-taking Algebra so~ I do have a lot of work. (Don't judge me about the Algebra thing! I'm not in High school so Nya! And I have a 99% in the class ;D)

I've also been getting more social and reading more *both normal and fanfiction* so I'll be posting comments on ff.net.

Along with that, another thing, should you feel older on your birthday? Mine was Wednesday, and I don't feel older OR wiser at ALL! :P I guess it's a good thing? Well, anyway, I hope everyone here is doing great! Keep on writing because clearly I'm just lazy and a procrastonator!

Now, off to see "Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs"!!!

~Alexa

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